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PART 2 — THE HEART THAT HAD BEEN BROKEN IN HALF

I did not leave the restaurant with Eleanor.

That disappointed her.

Maybe even hurt her.

I did not care.

Twenty minutes earlier, she had been a stranger ordering sea bass.

Now she was telling me she might be my grandmother.

People in movies collapse into each other’s arms after revelations like that.

Real life is different.

My first thought was not:

I found my family.

It was:

What if she’s wrong?

My second was worse.

What if she isn’t?

I called my mother.

Not Eleanor.

My real mother in every way that had mattered for twenty-three years.

Linda Reed.

She answered immediately.

“Hannah?”

“Mom, are you home?”

“Yes. What happened?”

I started crying before I could explain.

Linda and Thomas Reed had become my foster parents when I was four.

They adopted me at six.

They never lied about where I came from.

I had been found outside a church at nine months old.

The police never identified the person who left me.

The necklace had been tied around my neck.

No note.

No name.

My mother listened to the entire story without interrupting.

Then she said:

“Come home.”

Not:

Don’t trust her.

Not:

She’s not your family.

Just:

Come home.

I drove to their house in Media.

Dad was waiting at the kitchen table.

I placed the heart in front of them.

Mom touched it.

“I remember this.”

“Of course you do.”

“No.”

She looked at me.

“I mean I remember a social worker saying the police thought it might have been split from another piece.”

My stomach tightened.

“You never told me that.”

“You were six.”

“What about when I was sixteen?”

Mom’s face fell.

“By then I had forgotten that detail.”

I wanted to be angry.

Instead I believed her.

The necklace had been one fact among hundreds during years of foster paperwork.

Dad pulled out the fireproof document box where they kept my adoption records.

We went through everything.

The original police report from St. Matthew’s.

The emergency foster placement.

Medical examination.

A photograph of me at nine months.

Chubby cheeks.

Dark hair.

The crescent mark visible near my wrist.

Under identifying possessions:

Silver half-heart pendant with floral engraving.

No birth certificate had existed at the time.

A delayed certificate was created later under state procedure.

Mother:

Unknown.

Father:

Unknown.

Birth date:

Estimated from medical evaluation.

Even my birthday might have been wrong by several days.

Dad looked sick.

“I’m sorry.”

“For what?”

“That we didn’t know.”

I reached for his hand.

“That wasn’t your job.”

The next morning, Eleanor called.

I had not given her my number.

She got it through the restaurant manager after asking him to pass along her own contact information. He had not given her mine.

She waited.

I called her.

That distinction mattered.

“I want a DNA test,” I said.

“Yes.”

“No reporters.”

“Of course.”

“No family announcements.”

“Yes.”

“You do not tell Charles.”

She became quiet.

“I understand.”

“And I want to know why he left.”

“So do I.”

I suspected she knew more than that.

But I agreed to meet her attorney.

Three days later, a private accredited laboratory collected samples from both of us.

Not a drugstore ancestry kit.

A legal relationship test.

The results came back six days later.

Probability of grandparent relationship: greater than 99.9 percent.

I stared at the page.

Eleanor was my grandmother.

That meant Rose Whitmore had been my mother.

A woman I had never met.

A woman dead for nearly my entire life.

A woman who had apparently left half a silver heart around my neck.

Eleanor cried when she saw the result.

I did not.

I felt numb.

Then she pulled out a folder.

“My attorney found Rose’s hospital records.”

I looked up.

“You already had them?”

“Some.”

“What do they say?”

Eleanor hesitated.

That was when I knew the story I heard at the restaurant was incomplete.

“Hannah…”

“Tell me.”

Her voice shook.

“Rose died three days after you were born.”

“I know.”

“But you did not die.”

My stomach tightened.

“How do you know?”

“There is no infant death certificate.”

I stared.

“What?”

“The funeral records say an infant was buried.”

“But?”

“The hospital never documented the death of Rose’s daughter.”

I could hear my heartbeat.

Eleanor continued.

“There is something else.”

She slid a photocopy across the desk.

It was a discharge record.

The patient was identified only as:

Baby Girl Whitmore.

Status:

Stable.

Discharged at five days old.

Authorized recipient:

Miriam Cole, RN — temporary private caregiver.

I looked at the date.

Two days after Eleanor had attended what she believed was her granddaughter’s funeral, I had apparently left the hospital alive.

“Who is Miriam Cole?”

Eleanor shook her head.

“I don’t know.”

“Who authorized it?”

Her hand tightened around the folder.

A signature appeared at the bottom.

Not Eleanor’s.

Not Rose’s.

Charles Whitmore.

May you like

Her brother.

The man who had seen my necklace and run.

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