Chapter 4

We hid out in a cabin Jade’s family owned in the Berkshires. No cell service, no Wi-Fi, just a landline buried in the kitchen wall and a stack of board games from the 90s. It was cold—October in the mountains, the trees blazing red and gold outside, the heat only working in the living room—but it was the first time I’d breathed easy since the stairs.
Ethan slept on the couch. Jade took the bedroom. I slept on the pullout in the living room, a baseball bat propped beside the bed.
For three days, we laid low. We cooked canned soup over the stove, watched old DVDs, talked strategy. Ethan told us everything about Margaret—how she’d controlled every part of his life since he was a kid, how she’d sabotaged every relationship he’d ever had, how she’d threatened to kill herself if he ever left home.
“I was her prisoner,” he said one night, staring into the fire. “I just didn’t know it until I met you.”
On the fourth night, my water broke.
It was two in the morning. I woke up soaked, a pain so intense I screamed.
Jade and Ethan were beside me in seconds.
“Okay,” Jade said, her voice calm even though her hands were shaking. “We’re too far from a hospital. I’m gonna have to deliver her.”
Ethan grabbed the first aid kit from the bathroom, the stack of clean towels from the linen closet. He knelt beside me, holding my hand, letting me squeeze until his knuckles turned white.
It was agony. Hours of it. I screamed until my throat was raw, pushed until I thought my body would tear apart. Ethan whispered in my ear the whole time—you can do this, I’m here, we’re almost there, I love you.
And then, at 4:17 a.m., a tiny, piercing cry filled the cabin.
“It’s a girl,” Jade said, tears streaming down her face as she wrapped the baby in a towel and handed her to me.
She was perfect. Ten fingers, ten toes, a head full of dark hair, Ethan’s eyes. She weighed five pounds even, small but fierce, screaming like she was already fighting for her place in the world.
I held her to my chest, crying so hard I could barely breathe. “Lily,” I whispered. “Her name is Lily.”
Ethan knelt beside me, his hand trembling as he touched her cheek. “Hi, Lily,” he said, his voice breaking. “I’m your dad. I’m so sorry. I’m gonna make this right. I promise.”
An hour later, we drove to the nearest hospital, an hour away, under the fake name again. They checked Lily over—she was healthy, just small, needed to stay under observation for a few days.
While we were there, Ethan made a decision.
“I’m going back to my mom’s house,” he said, packing a bag. “She keeps journals. Everything she’s ever done, every plan, every lie, she writes it all down in leather books in her safe. I know the combination—she used my birthday. If I can get those journals, we’ve got everything we need. She’ll go to prison for the rest of her life.”
Jade shook her head. “It’s a trap. She’s waiting for you.”
“I don’t care.” He looked at Lily, sleeping in the hospital bassinet. “I owe her this. I owe both of you.”
He left at dusk.
I sat by Lily’s bed all night, waiting. Every time a car passed outside, my heart jumped. Every time the phone rang, I jumped.
At 2 a.m., the door to the room burst open.
Ethan stumbled in. His left arm was in a makeshift sling, his shirt soaked with blood, his face cut and bruised. In his good hand, he clutched a stack of leather-bound journals, their spines cracked, pages falling out.
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He collapsed into the chair beside the bed.
“I got them,” he said, gasping. “But it’s worse than we thought. Way worse.”