Chapter 8

Three months later.
Lily was three months old, growing like a weed, smiling and cooing, sleeping through the night most nights. We’d bought a small house outside Boston, with a big backyard and a white picket fence. Ethan had gotten a job as a software engineer, working from home so he could be around for Lily. I’d started a small business selling handmade baby clothes online, working out of the spare bedroom.
We were co-parenting.
We’d tried being together after the hearing. We’d loved each other so much. But the sibling thing was too big. Every time we kissed, every time we touched, we couldn’t stop thinking about the journals, about the DNA test, about the fact that we shared a father. It felt wrong. Dirty.
So we’d made a decision.
We’d get an annulment. We’d be friends. Family. We’d raise Lily together, under the same roof, but in separate bedrooms. We’d go to therapy once a week, as a family, to work through the trauma. We’d build a new kind of life. A different kind of family.
It worked.
Most days, anyway.
Some nights, I’d wake up and miss him. Miss the man I’d thought he was. Miss the life we’d planned before everything fell apart. But then I’d look at Lily, sleeping in her crib, and I’d know we’d made the right choice.
Richard was in our lives every day. He’d retired early, spent most of his time at the house, playing with Lily, fixing things around the yard, trying to make up for twenty-six years of being a stranger to me. He was a good grandfather. A good dad, in his own broken way.
Jade was there too, of course. She was Lily’s godmother, came over for dinner every Sunday, brought Lily new toys every time she visited. She’d started her own law firm, specializing in domestic violence and family law, using our story to help other women trapped in abusive situations.
We were happy.
As happy as we could be, considering everything we’d been through.
And then, one Tuesday in January, everything fell apart again.
I was at the grocery store. It was snowing outside, the parking lot slippery. I’d left Lily home with Ethan—he’d been giving her a bottle when I left, singing her silly songs, making her laugh.
I was in the cereal aisle when my phone rang.
It was Ethan.
I answered, smiling. “Hey. Did you use the last of the formula? I’m picking some up.”
Silence.
Then Ethan’s voice. Panicked. Breathing hard.
“Clara,” he said. “She’s gone.”
My blood ran cold. “Who’s gone? Ethan, what are you talking about?”
“Lily.” His voice cracked. “I turned my back for two seconds. I went to get her a bib from the kitchen. When I came back, the back door was open. And she’s gone.”
I dropped the cereal box. It hit the floor, cornflakes spilling everywhere.
“Ethan,” I whispered. “Who took her?”
“I saw her car speeding down the street,” he said. “It was Margaret. She’s out. Clara, she’s out of jail and she took our baby.”
I ran out of the store, not paying for anything, not caring who saw me. I jumped in my car and peeled out of the parking lot, tires spinning on the ice.
The police were already at the house when I got there. Cruisers everywhere, lights flashing. Forensics teams dusting for prints. A K-9 unit sniffing around the backyard.
Ethan sat on the back steps, his head in his hands. He looked up when he saw me, his face streaked with tears.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I’m so sorry. I left the door unlocked. I thought she was still in jail. I didn’t know.”
I dropped beside him, holding him. We cried together, while the police moved around us, talking into their radios, searching the neighborhood.
A detective came over. Detective Martinez. She’d worked our case from the beginning.
“We got the call from the jail an hour ago,” she said. “Margaret made bail this morning. A friend of hers from country club posted the two million. We were just about to call you to warn you.”
She paused.
“Her car was spotted on the Pike westbound, heading toward the Berkshires. We’ve got units chasing her. But she’s got a two-hour head start.”
The Berkshires.
The cabin.
I stood up. “I know where she’s going. My friend Jade has a cabin there. That’s where we hid after Lily was born. Margaret knew. She tracked Ethan’s phone there. She’s taking Lily to the cabin.”
Detective Martinez nodded. “We’ll send units. But the roads are bad. Snow. Ice. It’ll take us at least three hours to get there.”
Three hours.
Too long.
I looked at Ethan. He stood up, his face hard now. The fear was gone, replaced by rage.
“We’re going,” he said. “Now.”
We jumped in Ethan’s truck. Four-wheel drive. He peeled out of the driveway, tires spitting snow. We drove west, the snow coming down harder, the roads getting worse. We passed two cars in ditches, a jackknifed truck. Ethan didn’t slow down.
We talked the whole way. Made plans. What we’d do when we got there. How we’d get Lily back.
An hour outside the cabin, we passed the last police car we saw. They were stuck in a ditch, lights flashing, trying to get out.
No one was going to help us.
It was up to us.
We pulled up to the cabin an hour later. It was dark. The only light came from the fireplace, glowing through the windows. Margaret’s car was parked out front, covered in snow.
Ethan turned off the truck. We sat in the dark, listening to the wind howl.
“Ready?” he said.
I nodded. I grabbed the baseball bat from the backseat.
We got out of the truck, creeping through the snow toward the cabin. The back door was unlocked. We slipped inside, quiet as mice.
The living room was warm. The fire crackled.
And there, in the middle of the room, in the old rocking chair by the fire, sat Margaret.
She held Lily in her arms, wrapped in a hand-knit blanket. She was singing to her, rocking back and forth, a soft smile on her face.
Lily was asleep.
Margaret looked up when she saw us.
Her smile didn’t fade.
“Shhh,” she whispered. “You’ll wake her. She just fell asleep. She’s such a good baby. Just like Ethan was.”
She stood up, holding Lily tight.
“She’s mine now, you know,” she said, her voice calm. “You two don’t get to have her. You’re abominations. Brother and sister. It’s wrong. I’m saving her. I’m raising her the right way. As my own. No one will ever know the truth.”
She reached into her pocket and pulled out a kitchen knife. Long. Sharp.
May you like
She held it to Lily’s throat.
“Now get out,” she said. “Or I’ll kill her. And then I’ll kill myself. And you’ll have nothing.”