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Chapter 7

Daniel was thrilled when I told him about Arthur.

"I knew it!" he said.

"I saw the way you two looked at each other. Mom, I'm so happy for you."

"Thank you, baby."

"Have you told the group?"

"Not yet."

"Tell them soon. They'll be thrilled too."

I told the support group the next week.

Margaret beamed.

"I knew it! I knew you two were perfect for each other."

The others congratulated me.

Shared their own stories of finding love again.

It was comforting.

Knowing I wasn't alone in this.

Knowing it was okay to move forward.

Arthur and I took things slow.

We spent time together.

Got to know each other's families.

His daughter, Emily, and son, Thomas, were both wonderful.

They welcomed me with open arms.

They were happy their father had found someone again.

Daniel and Arthur got along famously.

They bonded over their love of technology.

Arthur had kept up with the latest gadgets in his retirement.

Daniel was impressed.

"Mom, he's cool," Daniel said one night after dinner.

"For a botanist."

I laughed.

"He is cool, isn't he?"

Life was good.

Better than good.

But then, something unexpected happened.

I received a letter.

From Vanessa.

Sent from prison.

I held the envelope in my hand.

Stared at her handwriting.

My heart raced.

Daniel was with me.

"What is it, Mom?"

"It's from her."

He tensed.

"Don't open it. Throw it away."

I hesitated.

Then carefully opened the envelope.

Pulled out the letter.

Read it.

Dear Mrs. Hale,

I'm writing this because I need you to know that I've been thinking about what I did. About the pain I caused you and your son. About the life I threw away.

Prison has given me a lot of time to think. To reflect. To understand the kind of person I became. And I don't like it.

I grew up poor. Always wanting more. Always comparing myself to others. When I met Daniel, I saw everything I'd ever wanted. Money. Security. Status. A family. And when you stood in the way of that, I decided to get rid of you.

I told myself you were the villain. That you were controlling and cruel. That I was the hero, saving Daniel from you. But that was just a lie I told myself to justify what I was doing.

The truth is, you're a good woman. A strong woman. You loved your son. You loved your husband. You built a beautiful life. And I tried to destroy it all because I was jealous. Because I was weak.

I know an apology can't undo what I did. I know I can't give you back your hair. Can't give you back the six months of peace I stole from you. Can't give you back the trust between you and your son that I broke.

But I am sorry. Truly sorry.

I've been working with the prison counselor. Trying to understand why I did the things I did. Trying to become a better person. I don't know if I'll succeed. But I have to try.

I won't write to you again. I won't bother you anymore. You'll never hear from me after this.

I just wanted you to know.

I'm sorry.

Sincerely,

Vanessa Bennett

I folded the letter.

Handed it to Daniel.

He read it.

Frowned.

"What do you think?" he asked.

"I think she means it," I said.

"Or she's just trying to get out early."

I thought about it.

"Maybe. But I don't think so. I think prison has given her perspective. I think she's finally facing what she did."

"So what are you going to do?"

I looked at the letter.

At the words of apology.

"I'm going to forgive her."

Daniel's eyes widened.

"Mom, are you sure? After everything she did?"

"Forgiveness isn't for her, baby," I said.

"It's for me. Holding onto this anger... it's like drinking poison and expecting her to die. I'm happy now. I'm in love. I have my son back. I have a beautiful life. I don't want to carry her darkness with me anymore."

Daniel thought about it.

Nodded.

"If that's what you want."

"It is."

I didn't write back.

She'd said she wouldn't contact me again.

And I respected that.

But I did let go of the anger.

Truly let it go.

Vanessa was in prison.

She was paying for her crimes.

And I was free.

Free to love.

Free to live.

Free to be happy.

That summer, Arthur and I decided to move in together.

But not into his house.

And not into mine alone.

"Let's build an addition onto your house," Arthur said.

"A small cottage in the back. Connected by a walkway. We'll have our own space, but we'll be close to Daniel when he visits. And we'll keep the garden. Keep the memories of Robert. He'll always be part of this place. Part of us."

I cried when he said that.

Happy tears.

Grateful tears.

This man understood me.

Understood my heart.

Understood that loving me meant loving all of me.

Including the part that still loved my late husband.

Construction started in August.

Daniel helped design the addition.

He used his technology connections to make it smart and efficient.

Arthur designed the landscaping.

More roses.

A small herb garden.

A water feature.

It was beautiful.

And it was ours.

As we watched the walls go up, Arthur took my hand.

"Are you happy, Eleanor?"

I looked at the house my husband built.

At the garden where we'd shared so many memories.

At the new addition rising beside it.

At the man holding my hand.

At my son, laughing as he talked to the construction foreman.

I touched the pendant at my throat.

The one made from my hair.

From my memories.

From my strength.

"I'm very happy, Arthur."

And I was.

Truly.

May you like

Completely.

Happy.

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